My Hi-Lo’s Life
Dear Blog,
Long time not see..
I’ve been so "busy" this couple of years(!!!).Man,last time when I posted my last opinion..I’ve said that I’ll catch up you later..I mean soon though,Blog.But I’m sorry..seems I got situation,man.I’m messed up,man.
You know,people said that a friend in needs is a friend indeeds,dude.I think,it’s the best to see how far those wise word’s workin’.
Dude,I don’t say that this is helled out of mine..but man,I’m terrified so deep.My life is miserable.Big time,man.Ough..I wanna out of this s***t.My study(Hell I don’t wanna know about this for a moment!),My plans,my job,my business,my family,my personal’s life..well yess,seems da whole of my entire’s life!!
(Whossing)I’ve never done this mess before..
I never blame anyone so sure..but I do’t know how to get out of this trouble..
I feel so lazy,so guilty,sorry,embarashing,so stink,so nasty,so fear,so mad,so disapointed at my self and desperated..
Blog,I know..back to The Great Almighty..
but I’m hopeless..I got no more faith..I’m blank!!!
I don’t wanna know anymore how I got this situation..coz I got no more power to think wisely and correctly..I never wanted to get a time machine so I can returnin’ back into the wanted’s life..but I just wanna end this now ASAP..
I’m sorry to my beloved Mom..I love you so much..and to you too father..even in the different way..I’m so sorry to friends..no matter,close friends,buddy or any kind of friends..I so sorry guys if I’ve made mistakes..I’m so sorry to families..I’m so sorry to anyone who knows me.Once later a time,in case I could make it….I hope this is gonna be my obituary to my self..
Please God..Mercy me..I know that I’m too naif and cranky bein’ suchaz these..and I don’t how many times I always beggin’ You..and now in my whispering voices.."Help me out,ALLAH…."
