cOoL ‘N cUtE pOsTtEeNaGeR’s bLoG

Ini pertama kalinya gw liat loe bikin blog.Apa gunanya toh gw jg g ngerti apa yang loe bikin dsana?Apapun yang loe bikin dsana g akan pernah merubah apa yang pernah terjadi atas apa yang gw alami sekarang.Loe benar.Siapapun g bakalan bs mengambil kenangan apa yg pernah loe alami,walau itu gw skalipun.Tapi simpanlah itu untuk qt masing2. Loe tau klo g ada orang yang lebih sayang & cinta ama loe slain gw..janji masa depan yg ingin qt bangun bersama membuat gw slalu menolak dan ragu smua kehadiran perempuan yg pernah gw hadir dlm khidupan gw.Maaf’kan gw kali ini Tom,siapapun org yg bersama loe kali ini..cobalah untuk mengerti dan belajar mencintainya.Gw g mau jd duri dalam keluargamu.Siapapun dia atau atas keinginan siapapun loe & dia bersama,itu tetap menjadi konsekuensi kputusan loe.Gw bertahan slama ini jg krn loe dan itu kputusan gw.Realistislah kali ini.Maaf gw krn g pernah hadir dalam stiap susah & senang yg loe alami.Maafkan gw krn slalu membuat loe mnunggu.Gw g pernah kecewa dgn apa yg terjadi krn loe tau 100 tahunpun g ada artinya hanya untuk meraih apa yg gw inginkan..tapi apa gunanya klo nantinya harus ada sebuah kehidupan yang dikecewakan.If U’re still thinking about ours like a bus, shelter & a passanger’s story things..I’ve no idea about what goin’ on with us but I know exactly what Prom Prap Kun means to me….

Finally,last 2nd week of September 2006..I’ve started operating Ananda Tours and Travel in Depok.Slowly but sure,even its operational is running at my lil’ rent house.I’m proud of it.Now,I pay tax.Y’all have no idea ’bout mine.I just remember someone said that big ideas starts from small things.My partner,I don’t know what’s up in his head?Might be in another way.Hell,yeah.Last month,I got couple of bucks from my union.Not bad.The next is on the way coming.They help me alot.Second hand stuffs suchaz electrical typing machine,CDMA phone,cash box and other stuffs are enough to get me for smiling..My parents,they support me alot too.Thank’s to you both!What’z da next move?Let’s see next month..I hope.Amiin!

There’s too many stories that I’ven’t told you.Even,people don’t understand that I’m doin’ what I wanna do..doin’ what’s my head..I believe that I’m on mine.More new fiends now,more complicated life now,more people hates me,more people loves me,more people go and more people in.Among the crowds,I feel empty.Among the height,I feel shorty.My miserable life (thought,some people said) have made me learn how to survive.Even,sometimes my lil’ pinky winky heart said that there is a true love for you.Well,Tommy..I’m sorry for not bein’ true.No matter you read this or not..Thanks for everythin’.I meant nothin’ for ignorin’ you or stood you (God,if she knew what I’ve through!Rough!).I just need my visual back (It doesn’t mean that I don’t believe you) get in the real sight.Piece by piece,I’ve collecting my life back..Get straight.Go home.Everybody is happy.Could I do that?

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I saw once million of stars in the sky, fallin’ down into pieces of dusts..But I never seen "this" kind of star..A little and A big star..I’ve knew many colors of flowers but all seem in blue color..I’ve relized that I can’t offer you else than two kind of stars,A big star and A little star….I’ve relized that I’m headin’ into any possibility of risks that coz lovin’ you..I don’t care any of them.But I relized that I can’t realize any of ur dreams..I’m far of happiness,I’m far of wealthlivin’,I’m far of joyness and I’m far of your dream….all that I’ve got is I’m close to immortality,I’m close to desperation,I’m close to loneliness and I’m close into deadendthings..Thx for givin’ me a little piece of ur happiness and else..and I’m sorry for any trouble cozed of me.For this and now on I wish nothin’ at all from you..Nothin’ else that I could say than : I’m in Love with you….

This month is gonna be my B’Day of *7th(censored by ESRP-Adult Only Rating) at mean time gonna be my funeral.. First of all,I’m a teacher now!!Kid’s teacher!!I got my own callname: Kak Dodi.Whatta cute!!I’ve got a lot of things down there..started from teaching sing a song until peed by Izza(He’s my first agressor).Last Friday, July 1st 2005 was the farewell party for most of them.Some staying..Some leaving..I’ve been there for more than 2 months but I miss and I love them alot.Damn it!I hate this. Then,the 2nd badnews is I’ve got another 2 HERs of subjects.Damned!Nearly by point number,dude..and I’m dead!!This holiday,I spend this fuckin’ day by attending a short semester program(Jeezz,just lookalike a narc on rehab!)Well,I’m kinda loss weight..short of.But,I’m cool..feeling fallin’?Nope.Feelin’ blue?Nope..Come on Dodi,Go Dodi Go Dodi..I’m strong,though..I think so.You know,sometimes..I miss my co-working mates,deep bluesea,pines smell,snow smell,breeze sight,feeling good to work till I can’t feel my feet,arguing w/ my damn superior and damn Nicaraguan idiots.2 days ago,I almost to decide to get back on the fleet..Mom,coz of you so I take this shit….Well,Lord..plz help me to help my Mom..Get me the tuned,God..I wish on my birthday:I wish You to scrap all the sadness on D-Day for all people around the world,Thx Allah!!!!

Borned in Banjarmasin,South Borneo.Mostly I spent my kindegardenhood in that place.I almost’ve lost half of pictures how I spent it.Entering primary school,I moved to Bandung,Banjarnegara then Semarang.All around Java.I miss all my schoolmates from those cities.I’ve made alot of friends,hope they do remembering me as well.Semarang was the last city in Java then I moved to Padangsidempuan,Padang,Lhokseumawe,Palembang,Medan.All around Sumatra.Medan is one of my fave cities.I graduted my diploma degree in Hotel Management at Medan Tourism Academy in year 2000.Right after graduation,I worked at Traders for 6 months then working for Starcruises on MV Superstar Aries.After one contract,I had been transferred to her sister’s co at Norwegian Cruise Line.More than 20 port of calls,I served to the co loyally.Until Feb 2004,I deserve to continue my study by taking Bachelor degree in Public Administration at University Indonesia.Thanks 2 The Great God,I got things welldone and running well.Thanks for giving me nice friends,nice homeplace,nice families and everything.I love U,Lord!